Morning-mare

My physics teacher once said to our class:

In the exam hall, if you crack your brains and still have no idea how to answer the questions, look around you. There will be 2 cases:

Case 1:
If everyone around you looks clueless, that’s a good sign because nobody knows how to answer the questions.

Case 2:
Always pray and hope that this will never happen; if you are the only one who is clueless while the rest are writing furiously on their answer sheet, that’s a bad sign because you know that you are screwed. Die lah!

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EM1 is over.

Presenting the Bosu -> Chut Su -> Chiu

Before entering the exam hall:

BoSu~!


In the exam hall, flipping through the question sheets; something is very wrong here…:

Chut Su!!


Exam ended, everyone is leaving the exam hall; gather up with friends and ask around:

Chiu~!!

How was the exam guys?

The only assuarance I have, at least I know that I am not alone...

Where is my turning point?

I know I should be studying now but… When finals are closing up, people like me usually lose the mood to study. I’m always tempted to do anything except burying myself with books.

This world is so unfair, why don’t we have computer games for finals? I’m sure majority of the students will be very pleased if such is implied into the syllabus.

For the leaders of the future, yes?

Ok, back to reality. If you don’t study, you fail. No matter how much I hate studying, I still force myself to do so.

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Words spoken can never be retrieved back,
Actions done can never be undone.

Friendship is like a rubber band, there’s no end in it.

You play with it by stretching it and its elasticity will always return it back to its original shape. Sometimes, stretching it too much or too many times will cause that rubber band to break, no longer holding its original shape.

If you feel like it, you tie both ends of the rubber band so that it becomes whole again, but of course, it will never be a perfect one like it used to be.

Conflicts that happen between friends is like a person stretching a rubber band. When you stretch it, you are applying stress unto it. There is always a invisible limit in friendship unlike the rubber band, whose limit is clearly shown.

Applying too much stress unto it will cause it to break. Once it breaks, thus ending the friendship between those who are involved. Such is the mistake of humans, who rarely consider the effect of his/her actions.

There are times when regrets overcome you; there are times when telling yourself “time will heal everything” does not work anymore, you will usually let go of your pride and find ways to befriend the friend you lost. Such is when a person ties up the broken ends of the rubber band. But then, how many people in this world are willing to do so, especially guys?

..:::Attention:::..

Before any misunderstandings happen again, I’ll declare that this post is a neutral post, I am not flaming anyone indirectly. Those words above kept appearing in my head be it when I’m studying or not these few days so I thought to leave it here.

Big wind blow.

Chiu~

This is a part of a chat log that I received from a contact few hours ago, thought it to be epic.

Nothing is altered except the name of the one speaking. Here goes nothing:

Anonymous says:
haha

Anonymous says:
just nw i saw xiao p when i on the way to carpark

Anonymous says:
haha

Anonymous says:
she with her friends

Anonymous says:
eh....

Anonymous says:
xiao white is very pretty

Anonymous says:
haha

Anonymous says:
pretty than xiao p

Anonymous says:
haha

Anonymous says:
chiu~


In this case, King Leonidas says:

Life goes on

Before continuing my entry, I apologize for letting my dark self out accidently this afternoon due to some misunderstandings…

As you read on, don’t get me wrong, I am not flaming anyone in particular as I never had any grudge against any of you.

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The newcomers, many as they are, most were common, but a selected few were special in ones eye.

Friendships are brittle. It takes years to form a strong bond, yet it only requires one mistake done on impulse to completely damage it to the point of no return.

It’s true that wounds do heal over a long period of time. But then the part that is wounded will never be the same again as a patch of scar will replace it.


Why the pointing of a blind finger?

If things get worse, this happens:

Middle finger of the apocalypse

Where is the trust that we once had for each other?

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We felt the distance between us getting wider and wider apart as each day passes by. If you have decided to choose a girl over us, I have no objections; I have no jealousy at all even though one by one, each of you are leaving our usual gang to spread your wings.

To be honest, I don’t mind our gang to be a stepping stone for the greater good, your greater good.



In fact I wish the best for you. Though saying so, that does not mean I represent our group in what I said above.

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I know the risk of writing this part in my blog entry, but it should be safe because only a few friends know the existence of this blog.

It’s too late when I realize how dangerous it is when you get close to a person.

Just as I told myself that I will never ever have special feelings for another girl for no reason, it just happens again, all by itself.

When did it began, I am unsure myself. One thing for sure, I will not make any rash decision only to regret later.

I made her my god sister and she accepted without knowing anything, it is the best way for now. This will probably be the limit as I am positive that none will ever accept the fact that this is happening...


Que Sera Sera, Whatever will be, will be…