Tuesday, July 31, 2007

What's on your desk?

What's within arm's reach on your desk, without leaning forward too much?

Let’s see…

· My PC,
· Some old CDs,
· Random notes of any sort,
· Some old presents from friends,
· Wallet,
· Handphone,
· Pendrive,
· TI Calculator,
· Mp3 player,
· Lastly, some pens and pencil for jotting down notes or important stuffs.

Can’t think of anyone to tag =/


Good luck on ur re-sit test today SP!


It has been awhile or should I say it has always been?

Chen told me that I became a different person whenever I play the accursed game – DotA. He's not the first one.

I won’t disagree with him, in fact, I completely agree with what he says. From whom I inherit this, will be a secret buried deep within me.

Like many cartoons had described, within our consciousness resides an angel and a devil. Tom and Jerry is a good example. Many people differ; some are more to the angel side while the rest are to the devil side.

As for me, I admit that the devil is stronger than the angel inside me. Making me very short-temper and very vengeful; an eye for an eye was what I had been living on. Knowing this long ago, I had been forcing myself to be quiet and ignore whatever that is thrown at me in the real world.

There is a price to pay for being quiet and nice in the real world. In return for that, the devil within me takes control whenever I play any games. On the bright side, the duration the devil takes control ends the moment the game I play ends.

Give me that potion Dr. Jekyll drank and I will still be the same old me whenever I play that accursed game or I won’t be playing that game at all.

If anyone had been pointing out that I should just quit playing that accursed game, all I can say is that if a drug addict can let go of his drugs that easily, then I will have no problem with quitting the accursed game. Also, if there is such thing as severing the evil side of a person, I wouldn’t have even laid a finger on that game in the first place and there won’t be anymore sin in this world.

I’ll quit that accursed game, sooner or later.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007


It's been almost 3 weeks I didn't login to my blog spot, mainly because I wasn't in the mood to blog and due to the stress that I am facing after my exam.

Yes I admit I have fears that I might fail my exam. Also, I never wanted to gaze into the eyes of my disappointed parents; how am I going to explain to them that I can still fail when I took only 2 subjects this semester? And I also have fears of taking the same classes as my cousins, 1 year younger than I am. What a shame it would be.

How I wish life isn't that tough on me, each day fear struck me, each day the same fear kept circling in my mind until I am so disoriented. I never liked studying, never do. I hate books, I hate notes, and I hate everything that forces me to do nothing but understand and apply only.

Johnson once said to me that a man reaps what he sows. Now only did I understand this phrase completely. But sadly, it’s too late.


The internet is a powerful tool; it can be used for a good cause or a bad one. For this case, this is a bad one:

On the days I am absent; I’ve downloaded all the movies of Harry Potter and watched it. The reason I did that was because I was interested in watching the fifth movie of Harry Potter. Not wanting to be lost while watching the fifth movie, I went through the previous four movies first.

Even now, the 7th book: 'Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows' is available for download now. It looks promising and out of curiosity, I proceed to download it. The book weighs 73 megabytes of data and it took less than 10 minutes to complete the download because there are lots of seeders ‘sharing’ this book with the world.

I know it is wrong to just download it instead of buying the book but I couldn’t help it. I hate it when I don’t have self-control.